SNAFU

Situation Normal, All F'ed Up

I've discovered lately that when you really really want something, you're just never going to get it. And on the other side of the coin, when you don't really want something, it shows up right in front of you.

He's taken again and it isn't by me. Wanted it, didn't get it. No biggie though because I'm okay with it. This seems to come and go and it was time for it to go again.

My car window won't roll up. Not a huge deal right? It's covered with plastic right now but I still don't feel like I can drive it anywhere because lets face it, plastic and tape aren't very secure and people seem to like to jack stuff from my van. So my mom tells my grandpa that its broken so now he's paying to have it fixed. I didn't want this!!! I wanted to be a big girl and take care of it myself. I'm not complaining exactly, I just want to have some say in how my life runs.